The Unquestionable Truth: A Continuation of "Something that Happened"

Since my newfound friends Many Paths and Serpent Mound have so many questions reguarding my December 11th blog, "Something that Happened",
I decided to shed new light in what was happening for those 5 months. Hopefully, if they are reading this, they will get the answers to the questions they've asked me.

The attacks began to worsen on May 31st after my mom and I decided to be adventurous and sneak out into the field where the crop circle was while people were sound asleep in their homes. Since we didn't live too far from the formation, we walked out there, carrying only a can of mace, a cell phone, a pocket knife, house keys, and whatever bravery we had at the time. After a few minutes, we reached the Rocky Springs area, barely even a half a mile from the formation. I can recall that there was a new moon that night, and this particular area was dark. From the road, we can see the field, where it was rumored that at midnight, strange orbs of light would actually perform a bizarre "dance" in the field, disappearing only minutes after someone dared to lay eyes on them. It was unknown to us whether or not the rumors were true, but we were determined to see it for ourselves. As I said earlier, this particular area around the field was completely dark, save only the Wal-Mart, which was a half a mile away. However, the field itself was glowing in a bright green color.(We seen this earlier that night, when a friend of the family decided to come out with my mom, my dad, and me to see if the rumors were true or not. His name was Joel. I believe the ICCRA did receive his supposed pictures of the light show, however, since he is the town bull-shitter, they were actually faked. This is why the ICCRA never emailed me back. Joel soiled the very chance at my getting help with my worsening condition with the entity. So, Serpent Mound, that's why I couldn't ask you any questions before.) To carry on with the story, my mom and I immediately took notice of this anomaly and decided to go further. The air was eerily still, like the stillness the atmosphere has before a severe thunderstorm. Once we reached a certain curve in the road, we began to feel nauseated. Mom thought it was because of us being so nervous about being there, but this theory was blown out of the water in a split second. I can remember my chest started tightening up and it was getting harder for me to breathe. A surge of energy flooded through my veins- this wasn't a tingly feeling like before, when I first entered the crop circle, my veins were searing, causing my arms and legs to become numb. My heart was racing so rapidly that I felt like it was to explode at any moment. As this was going on, my mom complained that she was feeling faint from her symptoms. I began to feel the same way, too. We looked at each in shear terror and decided that it was best to flee the area immediately. While we ran, the was a loud roaring noise coming from the direction of the field. Whatever was causing this didn't want us there- I knew that feeling. In the haze, I can recall my mom trying to turn on our cell phone's built-in flashlight, but it wouldn't work. In fact, the phone went completely dead! Once we literally dragged ourselves home, my mom and I were feeling physicaly and emotionally drained. I immediately fell asleep and did not wake up until later on the next day.
People were calling the local newspaper the following afternoon. There were 9 new crop circles in that field. They weren't as big as(what the people in town nicknamed it) Big Momma, but they were circular in shape. It was said that the ground around these new formations was nearly burned to a crisp and gave off a horrible smell. (The ICCRA heard this story and did not believe a word of it. I'd say it was due to the fake pictures Joel sent in. They shouldn't take it out on us because of his actions. We had no idea that these pictures were faked until later. To be honest, I don't know how to use Photoshop or how to fake pictures with a digital camera. I've never had those before. I am more experienced with a 35mm camera, which I already owned at the time.) Please, Many Paths and Serpent Mound, do not make the same mistake that your parter organization did. You don't know how frustrating it is to keep telling someone about what YOU saw, only for them to tell you that you're a liar. Your eyes do not lie to you, nor does your senses or soul. If they could have believed my story, I feel that I could have gotten help with this entity and I could've been given a better explaination as to why my abilities were amplified. I wouldn't have lived in constant fear for 5 months. I wouldn't have experienced so much trauma in my life, such as(what I said in my Dec.11 blog) when people say the word "crop circle". I start crying, suddenly reminded of what happened to me. I will never be the same way again, like I was before I stepped foot in this formation. I am not the same person anymore. However, I should not place the blame on anyone or anything. If fate willed this to occur, acceptance should be made on my part. There must have been a reason for this-I can feel it.

After all this had occured, I started making a list of what was happening, so I can sort of the consistancies to see a certain pattern in these attacks. Here is what I can compile, up until I drove the entity away:

1.) It demanded my attention and my attention only. This thing acted like a controlling individual who didn't want me to have any friends, besides it. I believe this to be a sign that it was either A.) controlling in its friendships when it was still alive, out of a fear that it would be betrayed B.) it saw me as a mother figure, and C.) it began to mimic the habits the of the best friend whom I had lost in all this. This best friend started stalking me and wouldn't leave me alone. Whether it lost its mother at an early age or it didn't have one was beyond me.

2.) All I can say was that whenever these attacks occured, I always felt emotionally drained. I would be depressed for days on end, even if I had a reason to be happy. I believe that's what it's will was.

3.) These attacks would occur around midnight. I have heard that spirits are more prone to come out around this time because the barrier between the world of the living and the world of the dead is thinner.

4.) I believe that it's name was Damien.

5.) It was a violent individual when it was still alive.(This is based from all the terrible dreams I've had.) It never physically attacked me.

6.) It may have ran into some problems in its life, whether they were financial, emotional, or psychological, I don't know.

7.) It was connected to the Rocky Springs area.

8.) When I had the first dream about him(the one where he was standing in the crop circle), he was wearing clothes from what looked like the Victorian or the Great Depression era. After that, he wore solid black.

This is all that I could compile from the events that occured. Serpent Mound and Many Paths, I hope this can answer some of your questions. If you have any more questions or comments, feel free to ask.